Every day is another chance to turn it all around. | code95's Blog

Hello, I guess this is my first time trying this.. the whole sharing my feelings with the world thing
firstly my name is Rose and I am 17 years old, and I'm a senior at high school... 
a couple of years back I went through so many changes in my life that made me stop showing people who I truly am, and start putting all my frustration into food, and sometimes it almost feels like I can't stop, until about a year ago, I started making myself throw up all the food I ate, and starve myself to the point of headaches and really bad mood changes, until i started reading all these Bulimia articles and realize there were others like me, who go through the same pain I go through and even worse, and honestly the worst pain of them all is looking myself in the mirror and hating myself for all of the food I ate, and putting myself down because I don't like the way my body looks, and honestly looking at it now I only have about two choices, it's either I change my life style or I live the rest of my like feeling bad about the fact that I could have changed but I chose not to, I heard this thing in a movie... (Every day is another chance to turn it all around) and starting today this is me turning things around I guess, Wish me luck