Day 3+4# | code95's Blog

Hey guys :) 
so Day 3 and day 4 were not good days, I feel emotionally tired and sad for some reason, I am having these mood swings! I cant keep up with my moods anymore haha that sounds crazy but true! I mean one moment I am okay and the next I'm crying and the next I can't stop laughing, people around me are going like what the hell is wrong with her! :O!! I can't get a handle on my life anymore! I CAN'T CHANGE! I feeeel alone and confused about everything! 
I feel like I'm surrounding myself with lies when I say I'm going to change! 
god! people go through really painful stuff all over the world and I'm here being confused and worried about the fact that I seriously don't know who I am anymore!