Maybe :) | code95's Blog

Hey guys, so lately I seriously have been thinking about giving up on this whole (I wanna be better) thing I've been trying to reach, because no matter how hard I try I have been failing every time, and because I am going through this all alone it's making it a lot more difficult for me to handle, but here I am today and I'm still trying and wishing I reach the point that I am satisfied with, yesterday I saw this girl, she's a friend of a friend, and I looked at how beautiful she was, and how thin she was! I mean she was too thin! and all I can think about is the fact that I wanna be just like her! I wanna be able to reach that point even if it's stupid and  unhealthy which I know it is by the way !
still I mean I wanna be able to like my body and how I want it to look right? Maybe just maybe I still have some hope in me!